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Why??This is hard! God knows I miss you SO MUCH!! I have your pic as my background on my phone, on my messenger, I got ur pics on my space, on hi5 EVERYWHERE!! But this hurts so much, this void that u have left behind. I can find myself laughing one moment, then a thought of u crosses mmy mind and I am crying the next!! I still ask God why did it have to be you?? Why did it have to be now?? What divine plan has he concocted that our lives will somehow be enriched by your passing? This death thing is so final. I will NEVER see you walk this earth again...NEVER!!!And that is SO FINAL..GOD why MERRIL? Why NOW??Why is it so hard?? I think I am finally in the acceptance stage. It has finally REALLY dawned on me that you aren't coming back. I already got mad at you, BOY was I mad at you!!! I hope that u can forgive me for getting mad at you. And everyone told me it isn't your fault and deep down in the back of my mind I KNOW it isn't, but I still couldn't help it!! And I am SO SORRY for gettin mad!! Tampa lost on Sunday, but it was only by like 3 points, but that's ok. They won last week. You wouldn't have taken that loss too hard, cause it's still early in the season. I am hoping the Bucc's the win superbowl this year..Just for you!! Man why is this SO HARD!!! Is this EVER going to get easier?? I see u everywhere I go...Cause I put u there...I have to endure all of the "who's the white boy" questions. And saying that u died, isn't really helping me...How do we go on without you?? This still seems SO UNREAL!!! God wake us up from this nightmare!!! 댓글 (2개)
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